of it as well as I. It would soothe me; it would make me less horribly restless; it would take this—this—mischievous feeling from me. Coaxingly. Aubrey!
| Aubrey |
Have patience; everything will come right. |
| Paula |
Yes, if you help me. |
| Aubrey |
In the meantime you will tear up your letter to Lady Orreyed, won’t you? |
| Paula |
Kissing his hand. Of course I will—anything! |
| Aubrey |
Ah, thank you, dearest! Laughing. Why, good gracious!—ha, ha!—just imagine “Saint Ellean” and that woman side by side! |
| Paula |
Going back with a cry. Ah! |
| Aubrey |
What? |
| Paula |
Passionately. It’s Ellean you’re considering, not me? It’s all Ellean with you! Ellean! Ellean! |
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Ellean re-enters. |
| Ellean |
Did you call me, Paula? Clenching his hands, Aubrey turns away and goes out. Is papa angry? |
| Paula |
I drive him distracted sometimes. There, I confess it! |
| Ellean |
Do you? Oh, why do you? |
| Paula |
Because I—because I’m jealous. |
| Ellean |
Jealous? |
| Paula |
Yes—of you. Ellean is silent. Well, what do you think of that? |
| Ellean |
I knew it; I’ve seen it. It hurts me dreadfully. What do you wish me to do? Go away? |
| Paula |
Leave us! Beckoning her with a motion of the head. Look here! Ellean goes to Paula slowly and unresponsively. You could cure me of my jealousy very easily. Why don’t you—like me? |
| Ellean |
What do you mean by—like you? I don’t understand. |
| Paula |
Love me. |
| Ellean |
Love is not a feeling that is under one’s control. I shall alter as time goes on, perhaps. I didn’t begin to love my father deeply till a few months ago, and then I obeyed my mother. |
| Paula |
Ah, yes, you dream things, don’t you—see them in your sleep? You fancy your mother speaks to you? |
| Ellean |
When you have lost your mother it is a comfort to believe that she is dead only to this life, that she still watches over her child. I do believe that of my mother. |
| Paula |
Well, and so you haven’t been bidden to love me? |
| Ellean |
After a pause, almost inaudibly. No. |
| Paula |
Dreams are only a hash-up of one’s day-thoughts, I suppose you know. Think intently of anything, and it’s bound to come back to you at night. I don’t cultivate dreams myself. |
| Ellean |
Ah, I knew you would only sneer! |
| Paula |
I’m not sneering; I’m speaking the truth. I say that if you cared for me in the daytime I should soon make friends with those nightmares of yours. Ellean, why don’t you try to look on me as your second mother? Of course there are not many years between us, but I’m ever so much older than you—in experience. I shall have no children of my own, I know that; it would be a real comfort to me if you would make me feel we belonged to each other. Won’t you? Perhaps you think I’m odd—not nice. Well, the fact is I’ve two sides to my nature, and I’ve let the one almost smother the other. A few years ago I went through some trouble, and since then I haven’t shed a tear. I believe if you put your arms round me just once I should run upstairs and have a good cry. There, I’ve talked to you as I’ve never talked to a woman in my life. Ellean, you seem to fear me. Don’t! Kiss me! |
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With a cry, almost of despair, Ellean turns from Paula and sinks on to the settee, covering her face with her hands. |
| Paula |
Indignantly. Oh! Why is it! How dare you treat me like this? What do you mean by it? What do you mean? |
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A Servant enters. |
| Servant |
Mr. Drummle, ma’am. |
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Cayley Drummle, in riding dress, enters briskly. |
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The Servant retires. |
| Paula |
Recovering herself. Well, Cayley! |
| Drummle |
Shaking hands with her cordially. How are you? Shaking hands with Ellean, who rises. I saw you in the distance an hour ago, in the gorse near Stapleton’s. |
| Ellean |
I didn’t see you, Mr. Drummle. |
| Drummle |
My dear Ellean, it is my experience that no charming young lady of nineteen ever does see a man of forty-five. Laughing. Ha, Ha! |
| Ellean |
Going to the door. Paula, papa wishes me to drive down to the village with you this morning. Do you care to take me? |
| Paula |
Coldly. Oh, by all means. Pray tell Watts to balance the cart for three. |
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Ellean goes out. |
| Drummle |
How’s Aubrey? |
| Paula |
Very well—when Ellean’s about the house. |
| Drummle |
And you? I needn’t ask. |
| Paula |
Walking away to the window. Oh, a dog’s life, my dear Cayley, mine. |
| Drummle |
Eh? |
| Paula |
Doesn’t that define a happy marriage? I’m sleek, well-kept, well-fed, never without a bone to gnaw and fresh straw to lie upon. Gazing out of the window. Oh, dear me! |
| Drummle |
H’m! Well, I heartily congratulate you on your kennel. The view from the terrace here is superb. |
| Paula |
Yes, I can see London. |
| Drummle |
London! Not quite so far, surely? |
| Paula |
I can. Also the Mediterranean, on a fine day. I wonder what Algiers looks like this morning from the sea! Impulsively. Oh, Cayley, do you remember those jolly times on board Peter Jarman’s yacht when we lay off—? Stopping suddenly, seeing Drummle staring at her. Good gracious! What are we talking about! |
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Aubrey enters. |
| Aubrey |
To Drummle. Dear old chap! Has Paula asked you? |
| Paula |
Not yet. |
| Aubrey |
We want you to come to us, now that you’re leaving Mrs. Cortelyon—at once, today. Stay a month, as long as you please—eh, Paula? |
| Paula |
As long as you can possibly endure it—do, Cayley. |
| Drummle |
Looking at Aubrey. Delighted. To Paula. Charming of you to have me. |
| Paula |
My dear man, you’re a blessing. I must telegraph to London for more fish! A strange appetite to cater for! Something to do, to do, to do! |
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She goes out in a mood of almost childish delight. |
| Drummle |
Eyeing Aubrey. Well? |
| Aubrey |
With a wearied, anxious look. Well, Cayley? |
| Drummle |
How are you getting on? |
| Aubrey |
My position doesn’t grow less difficult. I told you, when I met you last week, of this feverish, jealous |