question. Finally, Ellean, understand me—I have made up my mind.
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Again going to the door. |
| Ellean |
But wait—listen! I have made up my mind also. |
| Aubrey |
Ah! I recognise your mother in you now! |
| Ellean |
You need not speak against my mother because you are angry with me! |
| Aubrey |
I—I hardly know what I’m saying to you. In the morning—in the morning— |
|
He goes out. She remains standing, and turns her head to listen. Then, after a moment’s hesitation she goes softly to the window, and looks out under the verandah. |
| Ellean |
In a whisper. Paula! Paula! |
|
Paula appears outside the window and steps into the room; her face is white and drawn, her hair is a little disordered. |
| Paula |
Huskily. Well? |
| Ellean |
Have you been under the verandah all the while—listening? |
| Paula |
N—no. |
| Ellean |
You have overheard us—I see you have. And it is you who have been speaking to my father against Captain Ardale. Isn’t it? Paula, why don’t you own it or deny it? |
| Paula |
Oh, I—I don’t mind owning it; why should I? |
| Ellean |
Ah! You seem to have been very, very eager to tell your tale. |
| Paula |
No, I wasn’t eager, Ellean. I’d have given something not to have had to do it. I wasn’t eager. |
| Ellean |
Not! Oh, I think you might safely have spared us all for a little while. |
| Paula |
But, Ellean, you forget I—I am your stepmother. It was my—my duty—to tell your father what I—what I knew— |
| Ellean |
What you knew! Why, after all, what can you know! You can only speak from gossip, report, hearsay! How is it possible that you—! She stops abruptly. The two women stand staring at each other for a moment; then Ellean backs away from Paula slowly. Paula! |
| Paula |
What—what’s the matter? |
| Ellean |
You—you knew Captain Ardale in London! |
| Paula |
Why—what do you mean? |
| Ellean |
Oh! |
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She makes for the door, but Paula catches her by the wrist. |
| Paula |
You shall tell me what you mean! |
| Ellean |
Ah! Suddenly looking fixedly in Paula’s face. You know what I mean. |
| Paula |
You accuse me! |
| Ellean |
It’s in your face! |
| Paula |
Hoarsely. You—you think I’m—that sort of creature, do you? |
| Ellean |
Let me go! |
| Paula |
Answer me! You’ve always hated me! Shaking her. Out with it! |
| Ellean |
You hurt me! |
| Paula |
You’ve always hated me! You shall answer me! |
| Ellean |
Well, then, I have always—always— |
| Paula |
What? |
| Ellean |
I have always known what you were! |
| Paula |
Ah! Who—who told you? |
| Ellean |
Nobody but yourself. From the first moment I saw you I knew you were altogether unlike the good women I’d left; directly I saw you I knew what my father had done. You’ve wondered why I’ve turned from you! There—that’s the reason! Oh, but this is a horrible way for the truth to come home to everyone! Oh! |
| Paula |
It’s a lie! It’s all a lie! Forcing Ellean down upon her knees. You shall beg my pardon for it. Ellean utters a loud shriek of terror. Ellean, I’m a good woman! I swear I am! I’ve always been a good woman! You dare to say I’ve ever been anything else! It’s a lie! |
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Throwing her off violently. |
|
Aubrey re-enters. |
| Aubrey |
Paula! Paula staggers back as Aubrey advances. Raising Ellean. What’s this? What’s this? |
| Ellean |
Faintly. Nothing. It—it’s my fault. Father, I—I don’t wish to see Captain Ardale again. |
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She goes out, Aubrey slowly following her to the door. |
| Paula |
Aubrey, she—she guesses. |
| Aubrey |
Guesses? |
| Paula |
About me—and Ardale. |
| Aubrey |
About you—and Ardale? |
| Paula |
She says she suspected my character from the beginning … that’s why she’s always kept me at a distance … and now she sees through— |
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She falters; he helps her to the ottoman, where she sits. |
| Aubrey |
Bending over her. Paula, you must have said something—admitted something— |
| Paula |
I don’t think so. It—it’s in my face. |
| Aubrey |
What? |
| Paula |
She tells me so. She’s right! I’m tainted through and through; anybody can see it, anybody can find it out. You said much the same to me tonight. |
| Aubrey |
If she has got this idea into her head we must drive it out, that’s all. We must take steps to—What shall we do? We had better—better—What—what? |
|
Sitting and staring before him. |
| Paula |
Ellean! So meek, so demure! You’ve often said she reminded you of her mother. Yes, I know now what your first marriage was like. |
| Aubrey |
We must drive this idea out of her head. We’ll do something. What shall we do? |
| Paula |
She’s a regular woman too. She could forgive him easily enough—but me! That’s just a woman! |
| Aubrey |
What can we do? |
| Paula |
Why, nothing! She’d have no difficulty in following up her suspicions. Suspicions! You should have seen how she looked at me! He buries his head in his hands. There is silence for a time, then she rises slowly, and goes and sits beside him. Aubrey! |
| Aubrey |
Yes. |
| Paula |
I’m very sorry. |
|
Without meeting her eyes, he lays his hand on her arm for a moment. |
| Aubrey |
Well, we must look things straight in the face. Glancing round. At any rate, we’ve done with this. |
| Paula |
I suppose so. After a brief pause. Of course, she and I can’t live under the same roof any more. You know she kissed me tonight, of her own accord. |
| Aubrey |
I asked her to alter towards you. |
| Paula |
That was it, then. |
| Aubrey |
I—I’m sorry I sent her away. |
| Paula |
It was my fault; I made it necessary. |
| Aubrey |
Perhaps now she’ll propose to return to the convent—well, she must. |
| Paula |
Would you like to keep her with you and—and leave me? |
| Aubrey |
Paula—! |
| Paula |
You needn’t be afraid I’d go back to—what I was. I couldn’t. |
| Aubrey |
Sssh, for God’s sake! We—you and I—we’ll get out of this place … what a fool I was to come here again! |
| Paula |
You lived here with your first wife! |
| Aubrey |
We’ll get out of this place and go abroad again, and begin afresh. |
| Paula |
Begin afresh? |
| Aubrey |
There’s no reason why the future shouldn’t be happy for us—no reason that I can see— |
| Paula |
Aubrey! |
| Aubrey |
Yes? |
| Paula |
You’ll never forget this, you know. |
| Aubrey |
This? |
| Paula |
Tonight, and everything that’s led up to it. Our coming here, Ellean, our quarrels—cat and |